Unbearable Pain: A Personal Fight With the Mysterious Suffering of Cluster Headaches
It was a dreary Monday in the morning in September 2016. I worked as a educator, trying to settle a new class, when a sharp pain sprang behind my one eye. Then came quick jolts, like electric shocks. As each class progressed, the pain eased and then returned with increased force. Multiple times that day I left a teaching assistant with activities and hurried to the staff bathroom to soak my face with cold water. I tried aspirin, but the pain remained unrelenting.
The headaches returned frequently that autumn, and again in the spring, soon forming an yearly pattern. The autumn months were the worst, then February and March. I could anticipate the pattern: a warning sensation in the shower, early pangs on the train, full-blown pain in the classroom by mid-morning. In late 2019, a GP finally sent me to a specialist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headaches.
This condition often start with severe pain around one eye that persists up to several hours.
About one in 1,000 individuals are affected by the disorder, and men are more frequently affected. Cluster headaches typically start with abrupt, excruciating pain around one eye that peaks within a short time and lasts for as long as three hours. Episodes come in clusters, every day or multiple times a day, and are associated with red or watery eyes, sagging eyelids or face sweating. There exists the episodic form, which arrives in seasonal cycles; others have chronic cluster headaches, characterized by the lack of extended symptom-free periods.
What unites sufferers is the intensity. One study rated the sensation at 9.7 10, higher than bone fractures or other conditions. Another discovered a significant percentage of cluster headache patients experienced suicidal thoughts amid bouts; the number fell to 4% when they were not in pain.
Val Hobbs, 74, a chronic sufferer from Pembrokeshire, finds this understandable. Her attacks began when she was a toddler. “I would throw myself on the ground and bang my head. That was put down to being a difficult child,” she says. Her symptoms worsened through her youth. Alcohol in her teens, similar to many triggers, made things more intense. After having alcohol at her graduation party, she recalls hardly being able to see on the transport home.
Her relatives often interpreted her attacks as intoxicated behavior. Understanding eventually came from her parent and then from her husband, her spouse. “I was very lucky to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs took office work after relocating, but often concealed her illness. She was dismissed from one job, partly due to time off during episodes. Her breakthrough diagnosis came in the early 2000s at a specialist hospital.
Still, the failure to plan daily activities around erratic pain took its toll. She especially hated being unable to plan social events, being seen as flaky as a colleague, and even having to be looked after by her children during the incapacitation caused by the most severe episodes. “It steals from you of the small liberties we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She remembers winning tickets for a significant concert, only to have an episode inside a facility.
Headaches have been described across history. “The earliest description of headache comes by way of the Mesopotamians in 4000BC,” write authors in a publication on the subject. They linked the disease to an malevolent entity who afflicted his victims' heads.
Ancient medical texts suggest unusual remedies for what some experts would describe as a migraine. In the medieval times, migraine was recognised as a distinct condition, with treatments ranging from herbal concoctions to other, more superstitious remedies.
It was a European doctor who provided the initial comprehensive description of a cluster-type attack. In his writings, he describes a patient “suffering with a very intense headache happening and disappearing daily at specific hours”.
Cluster headaches were only officially classified by global headache committees in 1988. From the mid-20th century to the 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a problem with a major blood vessel which supplies blood to the brain. Leading experts in treating the disorder note this.
In 1998, scientists released the findings of a study for which they had triggered cluster headaches in patients and observed the attacks in a imaging machine. The results, featured in a major journal, showed activation of the hypothalamus, which is responsible for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in discomfort, and a deactivation when they felt better.
In spite of such progress, diagnosis remains delayed. One man's symptoms started in 1986 and felt like “a modelling balloon being inflated behind my one eye”. GPs thought he had sinus problems; he underwent four operations before eventually being diagnosed in 2014, after a physician researched his complaints.
Neurologists say delays in diagnosis and treatment occur because patients are seldom seen during an episode. “You're tired and low, but not in agony,” a doctor says. He proceeds by eliminating other common head pain disorders, such as tension-type headache, before diagnosing cluster headaches. A detailed history is essential: on which part of the head do signs appear? For how much time? What season? Are there precipitating factors, such as alcohol? Certain characteristics such as tearing, drooping eyelids and nasal congestion help verify cluster headaches. Once diagnosed, patients may be referred to dedicated clinics. But many first go to A&E or are given unsuitable treatments.
A charity trustee, in her late seventies, has suffered from cluster headaches for most of her adult life, although she has been free from an attack since recent years. When she was in her 20s, she had her teeth extracted because dental professionals misunderstood her pain. She thinks dentists still need much more awareness. When another patient sought help from a charity, it was Chapman who replied. I remember calling a support line during an attack in early 2021; a reassuring volunteer talked me through oxygen treatment and medication until the attack passed.
National guidelines on treatment recommend that sufferers are offered high-dose oxygen therapy and/or a specific medication administered by nasal spray. No oral painkillers or strong analgesics should be used. Preventive options include verapamil, which reportedly soothes the attacks of well-known people.
But leading neurologists believe the guidance need revising to reflect a more defined clinical pathway and help general practitioners avoid incorrect prescriptions. For episodic patients, timing is critical: “The duration of the bout determines the approach.” Short bouts with infrequent episodes are handled with abortive treatment only. Longer or more intense periods require preventative medications such as certain drugs, sometimes combined with steroids. Many patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a bout – an injection into the area of the skull where the pain is that decreases nerve activity.
The official guidance need revising to reflect a